vespachica: (Arwen with crown ROTK)
Día de los Muertos.

And I'm honoring him by sending his kids to bed without a bedtime story (that was sarcastic). I'm honoring him by getting buzzed on Torched Cherry rum and diet cola. I'm honoring him by listening to songs on YouTube and singing out loud. I'm honoring him by wearing his scarf. I don't want to take it off.

I miss him so much. It's palpable today. 12 years ago a little sperm had sought out a little egg and its name ended up being "Baxter".

Everyone thinks I am so strong. I am not. I am weak. I am being carried by currents that are not directed by me. I am a wreck. I try not to show it so much but I really am.

Linkin Park - Leave Out All the Rest

I'm strong on the surface...not all the way through...
vespachica: (champagne)
Happy New Year!

Okay, I'm a complete dork because I'm sitting here, alone, with goosebumps due to fireworks and the theme from Star Wars playing. :-P

Bill and Alex should be here any moment but they didn't make it in time for midnight. Ah well. I can just back up the TiVo and we can pretend!
vespachica: (Sophia Grunge Hat)


Tonight I picked Sophia up from daycare with her dollhouse in the car. She didn't see it (haha - it's behind her) and I'm thinking of giving it to her from Santa for Xmas. My friend gave it to me. It's really fancy but unfinished. I'm debating on if I should finish it or if I should give it to her as is so we can work on it together. Truth be told, she is a little too young for it. Anyway, we'll see.

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Last night I told Bill I wanted to paint one wall in the dining room burgundy. He laughed at me. He asked, "What's wrong with the wall?" I said nothing is wrong with the wall but I want to paint one wall darker than the rest. He doesn't understand. I don't know if I understand but I still want to do it.

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I'm making an interesting chicken soup for dinner tonight. I hope it's going to taste good. Pretty much it has a bunch of leftovers in it.

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